omg look at his face, it’s like he’s realized for the first time, “omg i love you” and you can see all the pain and all the reluctance and the truth is he’s like, “oh shit”… Because even though he already had inklings and thoughts of who she was to him, it wasn’t until this moment that he was certain, he’s already lost her.
god I also love to compare this one to his wedding of river song face when river says “yes” she’d suffer more than every living thing in the universe. He’s like….”SHIT, I forgot to incorporate the beautiful woman who loves me more than time itself into my plan. Now she went all through all of this to save me. Damn. She’s the one. I’ve been running from her this entire time. Trying not to get attached because she’s already dead but shit, I give it up. I’m marrying her and I’m marrying her now.” ALL MY CRIES.
YES! YES! It’s so true! Everyone was saying how he was a douche to River in that episode (The wedding of River Song) but in all honestly, he was trying to make her hate him, or at least not bother with him so that she would just let him die and his plan could go on! Only to realize she was always going to, but she needed him to know how much he was loved, and at that moment, he just couldn’t keep her out anymore and it was time to stop fighting the past and fight for their future. SO MANY FEELS!!!
(Source: who-moments)
Doctor Who | AU
River is kidnapped and killed after the Silence finds out the Doctor is not dead.“Don’t you wish you’d died by Lake Silencio, now, Doctor? Don’t you wish you’d died instead of her? Wouldn’t it have been better to die rather than see your loved one stop breathing before your very eyes?”
The Doctor looked down. The weighth of loss and defeat was unbearable.
So, he whispered: “Yes.”
inspired by Charina’s fic: although our undivided loves are one
HE HAS TWO HEARTS TO LOVE THEM!!!
I’ll be counting up my demons, yeah,
Hoping everything’s not lost.
(Source: espenlaub)
The wedding of River song “Look in my eye”